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Karen Scofield's avatar

Ohh my Goodness, Rohn. How I've missed your writing, and I got my Fix this afternoon!!! I'm with you on this Shopping Insanity, besides,I've got left overs to tend to, and a blown up kitchen to clean. I missed you, and can't hardly wait to see what you've got coming up next. Thank you, for being the Sane person you are, my friend. 🙏

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Mr.Kenyatta, the other day I was writing and I used black-something, don't remember what, and I stopped and found another phrase. You've made me very conscious of such terms and I find myself trying to avoid them...sometimes.

But it is not necessarily that the terms are not apropos but the application to people of darker complexion than some to the same "dark"ness in quality of their personality.

We are all afraid (to a degree) of darkness, even though with my light sensitive eyes I tended to prefer it, but we can be "spooked" by what we can't see and sounds can be quite alarming until we locate it.

The "spooks" in white hoods were, themselves very "spooked" by darkness and seldom met each other in darkness and they have always been "spooked" by the darkness of people darker than themselves whom they claim they cannot read the emotions on their face.

But they're just to "spooked" to even look at their face for fear that if they look into their faces they might see they are lighter in their ability to smile. Or maybe they can't look into each other;'s face., they also look into an interviewer's face but it's always made the interviewer nervous and they couldn't meet my gaze.

Maybe they are just afraid because they are vapid of defenses in the face of light and burn atrociously and must cover their skin or burn up.

You know white people really hate being unnaturally "white" though they cannot admit and they seek to hide from the shame of their own paleness that makes them uncomfortable in light and stand out in darkness and increasing their own fears of bring exposed to becoming prey and that develops into having "blackhearts."

I never wore shorts since second grade (when pictures show I had very dark legs) and my legs were paler than pale. So I didn't like taking off my pants in front of people in the light and wanted to turn off the lights before removing my pants.

Kind of silly because that paleness probably stood out more in darkness. And that's exactly what white people are afraid of and can't even admit---they are afraid of the light and scared shitless in the dark and their own fears muster into self-hatred that can only be abrogated in their minds by projecting their own self-loathing of their coloration onto others not as unfortunate to the whims of nature as they are.

Not being able to face this fear of each other (and with good reason) they see all evil as you have described all of the "black" terminologies that you have catalogued because whites are so "blackadent" in their souls and can't awaken in the morning with any confidence that some other "black"guard on the inside who looks likes they do on the outside will not turn them into a wilted "Grey"moor that they have already transposed themselves into becoming by their fears of being living aberrations of nature.

And they can't admit that aberration to themselves, can they.?

I wrote a post recently called "the Aberrant Insecurity of Being White" and lost 14 of my white readers. However, until they can accept that aberrancy they will remain vulnerable "white"sheep and open prey to each other.

(And you know how I know I'm right, no white man discusses chapter 42 of Moby Dick.)

P.S. Like Ms. Scofield, I've missed your writing. It gives me pleasant dreams when I know white people will let a "black" excoriate them for their "blackness" of how they have treated others because they don't like their skin color.

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