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I expect you are right, I mean I can't think of anything different, to add, subtract, divide whatever. And I thought Trump would win. But I have found myself I'll. Well I started getting really ill about a week or so before the election, unable to digest. I'm doing better, eating the last two or three days.

The point that has got my gander up is not that Trump did win, but that I really really really despise him. I can hardly stand up and my weight after the last two weeks fell under 130, but damn it, I want him, in the ring, anything goes and he wouldn't come out alive. I don't think i've ever had hatred before, anger, yes, hatred no.

Why I despise him so much I don't know, but it grows and grows...I didn't care about who won the presidency as much as I cared about who won the rest of the Congress, and now after the congressional shellacking...I don't know, I can't think of an election where what I hoped would occur ever had the outcome i hoped for would occur and progressives in Congress never did anything progressive, welfare and housing aren't progressive, dignity and respect are progressive.

But I'm a nutcase. Don't agree solutions are going to occur in the halls of Congress but in the actions of individuals...and that man he breathes lust and has nostrils that are like Rudolph's. He wants to taste blood and see blood.

But I expected him to win. Didn't want him to win, but thought he would. He wins because we are in competition with each other and fearful and are taught victory can come only by turning fear into hatred.And I just never damn well figured out how to make people realize the competition is imposed on you by those same people making you fear and offering god both to control you by performing all the evil acts that God requires of you so you can go to heaven and sit on hard benches singing songs of praise to the blessed one who taught you to obediently hate.

And of course no one has to wait on heaven to take their lives, they can gladly all beginning singing praises to their Trump in real merrily marching off to destroy their fears, but then what? tomorrow you are taught to fear another... there is no end, and it will not get better until people can learn that fear is placed in their mind to make them subservient butchers of themselves who are really the ones they are allowing to be sled to slaughter.

I just can't see any positivity at the moment and that makes me so angry... angry enough to be afraid for others; angry because everyone will be too fearful to save each other and too fearful not to think it's fun to be the butcher.

So come on Donald, bully mouth Donald with the big bully, I want you to prove your'e strong enough to pummel this old man, you're a year older, I know, don't use that as an excuse, cause you got at least 150 pounds on me and a couple of inches, and you can see and I can't. Or prove you're a wimp and send your guarddogs. But do something and if you can't beat this decrepit old nut, then i'll rip you apart.

But you're not even that strong are you? You need to send an army to round up children. Come on, you want to kill your enemies I'm your enemy and I wouldn't be afraid of you if you kill me---no no no, i'm not even important enough for that, am I?

So send your guards if you must, I'll go peacefully, but come to me you coward and i'll tear your Vulcan heart out cause I despise you.

But only if you're brave enough to get into the ring with me, I ain't coming after you to assassinate you, I'm just telling you you will never face me. You will never go immigrant hunting. you will never knock on itty bitty Nancy Pelosi's door and carry her to her firing. No you have to someone else do it.

I hate you because of that. I hate you because You're the bully with a thousand flunkies to do your bullying for you and until you yourself can stand toe to toe with anyone, one to one, but weaker than you, you are despicable and I despise the fact everyone thinks you're strong like god. But you know god couldn't win a wrestling match against Jacob.

But everyone I ever loved worships you and that's why I despise you. Hitler at least went to war before he started one. Hitler was smart enough to write his own Mein Kampf and you had to have your project 2025 written by someone else. And your victory destroys every ounce of hope in me. I can say nothing else. I stand defeated by everyone I care about and you're not even going to make their lives any better by having them kill for you and that's why I really have gone mad this time,

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Nov 16·edited Nov 16Author

Keep your powder dry TUO and remember that, allegedly, according not to scripture but Christian lore (which may be a distinction without a difference) those that enter the kingdom of heaven arrive 30 minutes before the devil knows that they are dead.

Perhaps you might find solace in that.

Then again...

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Nov 14Liked by Rohn Kenyatta

Honestly, one of the more disgusting results for me was CA prop 6.... so many "Democratic", nominally progressive minded people, in favor of the furtherance of slavery...I guess I really shouldn't have been surprised though.

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Nov 14·edited Nov 14Author

Oh, great Scott!

I totally mind-farted that one, Mr. Vera and, like you, I was not surprised at all. Folks do not realize that Trump is a symptom, he is not the disease.

Whitelash is real.

It is virulent.

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Nov 14Liked by Rohn Kenyatta

"Whitelash" .. love it!

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I'll be doing a follow on piece pertinent to Prop 6 to be titled "Whitelash."

Thanks for the inspiration and I hope you enjoy the read.

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Nov 14Liked by Rohn Kenyatta

Thanks Rohn! I've been patiently waiting to see what you'd drop! Personally I'll always be thankful for Obama Care, can't get into sharing details just greatful for the VA check up I received after signing up due to deadlines related to the Act. I get your MASSA, double meaning acronym. I'm still in denial and have lost all joy for the future.

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I appreciate that Q. I also agree about the ACA, but it was, literally, a day late and a dollar short for me. Further, it still leaves millions uninsured (or underinsured) because it is, in fact, "insurance." Obama caved to the insurance/healthcare lobby because what was supposed to take place is what every other single civilized country has: public healthcare. Ergo, my reference to it as a "marginal" accomplishment.

Thanks for getting the not so nuanced Massa bit but I gather you have figured by now that I am cursed with playing with words. Always LookingNWords.

Er, inwards.

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Nov 14Liked by Rohn Kenyatta

I'm now reading/following so many people here that I have to get up before 5 to have the time to enjoy this. You brighten my day just a tad with your brutal honesty! Onward....

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Et tu, Brute.

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